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A dog named Sam Uncategorized

A dog named Sam

  • May 25, 2022June 17, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

 Air Pilot Sam that’s what the crate said. A yapping English Pointer puppy was clawing the side of the crate. Dad just brought him home from the Tampa airport where he had been flown from Illinois. 

A previous puppy had died from distemper so dad made the arrangements and bought Sam. The registration papers said he was a pure bred English Pointer and his dad had won prestigious awards. Sam was named after him.

I lifted him from the crate and he ran down the driveway around the pecan tree into the backyard. He rolled on his back then jumped on his feet giving a puppy bark. I tried to pet him but he turned quickly bounding after a yellow butterfly. He was so full of life. 

A chicken wire enclosure with a wooden dog house was where he slept and ate but most of the time he was playing with me in the yard. He would chase me, sometimes nipping at my ankles, or I would throw a ball for him to retrieve. Sometimes he wouldn’t let go and I almost had to pull him off the ground to get the ball. 

Sam grew fast that first year becoming long and lean with perfect markings. His ears were solid brown and on top of his head was a perfectly placed roundish brown dot. The rest of him was white with scattered brown flecks. Dad said he was the perfect picture of an English Pointer.

As he filled out his second year it became obvious he was a remarkable dog. Perfectly proportioned with a deep chest he would eventually weigh sixty five, large for his breed. A picture of sleekness and power he could really run. He would bolt from the station wagon and be half a mile in the woods before dad and I even started walking.

Sam would be flushing quail a mile away while we trudged through the woods trying to keep up. After about an hour and a half we would go back to the station wagon and Sam about thirty five minutes later. Hunting with other people, Sam rarely stopped while their dogs would come in for water several times. He just had incredible stamina.

One time dad was so frustrated we took off in the station wagon with me on the tailgate. Sam caught up with us as we were going forty five and stayed at that speed for several minutes until dad stopped and he jumped in the back and gulped down some water.

When he was around three Sam began staying closer so we were able to find coveys and bag some quail. However he would suddenly spring off in a different direction leaving behind single birds. It wasn’t until he was six and had slowed down some that he would take the time to hunt out single birds. That was when he started to become a really good bird dog.

Sam had what was called a hard mouth and we were never able to change him. Retrieving birds he tore into the flesh sometimes making them almost inedible. When we cleaned them Sam chomped down like an alligator on whatever entrail dad tossed at him. Then sometimes he would lay on his back showing his throat. Dad would rub it reminiscing on how handlers at Silver Springs rubbed the gators under neck to put them to sleep.

Free from the chicken wire pen, Sam slept in the yard or sometimes dad left open a door on the station wagon on really cold nights. He was free to wander as he pleased and stories began circulating about dog fights with him sometimes taking on two or three. After being away two or three days he would return partially bloody and with the reputation of being a dog to avoid. I saw this when rigid, growling down deep, he stood off two German Shepherds who turned and trotted away.

Fiercely territorial nothing came on our property he didn’t know about. Testing this I clanged the metal mailbox on the front porch and in seconds Sam appeared rigid snarling. He was chained when visitors came and got loose one time lunging at my sister’s boyfriend. We used to laugh that she married my brother in law because he was the only one Sam liked.

He also patrolled our neighborhood, trotting around our block like a King inspecting his serfdom, enjoying other dog’s food and sometimes producing offspring. If he were human he would have been the classic bad boy roaring by on a Harley getting into trouble but tolerated because he  somehow protected the neighborhood. I wonder if that was the case with Sam.

Sometimes he would walk with me to school and in the afternoon wait for me at the top of the hill. Somehow he felt more human than dog. On Saturdays he would follow me around town and walk with me and my sister to get groceries. I wonder how many times he protected me when I walked home from Boy Scouts in the dark.

Away from our home it was amazing how well he interacted with people. I really think he thought he was human. Sam walked down the sidewalk past stores among people and even stopped on the corner waiting on the light. Then he would cross with everyone else. Passing through town in our car I actually saw this happen. He was just walking around town like all the other humans.

Dad would often take us around town and I’d hold Sam as he went into the lumber supply store. Then we’d ride around town in the old 58 wagon with the windows down with Sam sticking his open mouth in the wind. People would smile or wave as we drove past. The only problem is sometimes I had to sit in the back seat. At times it felt like a sibling rivalry.

Adding to his bad boy image Sam also broke the law and received a citation. School buses came by our house everyday and Sam loved to chase them. He would run past them on Alta Vista then down the hill through the speed zone by the Primary school. One day he registered at 37 m.p.h. on the speed zone marker and was given a citation by the City police which stated he had to be on a chain while the buses ran. A columnist in the local paper wrote a funny article about the incident including a picture of Sam. He was a town celebrity.

Sam gradually began slowing down and by age 8 he was no longer hunting. I was at college then and every time I called home I always asked about him and how he was doing. Heartworms were beginning to affect him and also his legs were beginning to give out. Every time I went home he seemed to be worse. At family gatherings how Sam was doing was always brought up.

I moved back home and saw first hand the decline ….how he struggled to stand and often wheezed at the slightest movement. He was no longer the dog that could run forever or the alpha dog patrolling the neighborhood. Like seeing Mickey Mantle running like a gazelle to struggling to run on aged and damaged knees it was at times painful to watch. 

No longer the energetic puppy full of life chasing butterflies he was now a tired old dog waiting to die. I had spent all my growing up years from nine to twenty one with him and it was hard to let go. Mercifully he closed his eyes for the last time when he was twelve and we had a neighborhood funeral for him. 

Mr. Hardwick was there and Mr. Bates and I believe Mr. Foster was there from just down the street. Dad wrapped him in a plastic sheet with a note telling all about him then lowered him in the ground. Someone said a prayer then we reminisced about Sam when he was sleek and  powerful and could run forever. A fitting end to an amazing dog and my loyal companion.

 

  

Mr. Hardwick lessons learned

Mr. Hardwick

  • July 19, 2021June 17, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

Mr. Hardwick lived across the street in a large white house with a tin roof. In front were two large Canterbury trees surrounded by pink azalea plants and between the trees a sidewalk went up to two steps and a screen door. The front porch was large and screened in from just below the ceiling down almost to the floor.

In his seventies he was medium height and wiry. His fine white hair was often wind blown like straw and his deep set grey blue eyes were penetrating. He often walked down the street, stoop shouldered and slightly shuffling with his small brown dog. When I walked past him he seemed to always look down.

Several years before my mom brought my grand dad to Florida and found him an apartment two blocks away. In his mid seventies he was still active walking up the hills of our small town. Almost everyday I rode my bike to visit him and we would eat oreos and drink bottles of coke as we played dominoes. I also started mowing his yard.

For almost two years I would ride over there, leave my bike on his porch, and walk in the front door. He always had bags of caramel squares and chocolate covered cherries. I would grab a handful of caramel squares and we’d sit on the porch and he’d ask how school was and I’d always mumble it was okay.

Gradaddy was not a story teller and I was not much of a talker so the conversation was short and usually about school or baseball. Then we’d go inside and break out the oreos and cokes and begin playing dominoes. He always called the extra dominoes that you drew after playing the bone yard as we listened to the news on his old radio.

He started to get forgetful and sometimes got confused when he was walking or would start saying stuff that didn’t make sense. At Church he made faces at the choir. Mom said it was hardening of the arteries and he was put in a group home where he died about a year later of a stroke.

The funeral was in Batesville, Arkansas and it was dreary and cold the whole time. Sitting in the service was like a dream and I kept wanting to open the coffin to make sure it was him. Being twelve I never had any family die. It was something I couldn’t understand and I thought about grand daddy a lot even at school. 

That was when Mr. Hardwick entered my life. He came over to our house and asked if I could mow his lawn. It was okay with my parents then they began talking and mom asked him how he was doing. He said he was getting by alright. Mrs. Hardwick had died about six months before. 

I started mowing his yard every two weeks and he would pay me and I would leave then one day he offered cheese and crackers with tea. My feet could barely touch the blue gray wooden floor as I sat in a large rocking chair. Several other rockers with small tables were placed along the porch which was about thirty feet long. 

Soon I started going over there just to visit and hear his stories. Bobo, a small brown and white dog that looked like a collie laid at his feet as Mr. Hardwick in his dignified English baritone talked about going from England to Canada on a boat when he was 18. Sometimes he paused as his eyes twinkled then he softly chuckled as he remembered something. 

He worked in different lumber camps until he reached the Pacific and told me about spit freezing in the air and large stacks of flapjacks with butter and maple syrup for breakfast. He said a hay wagon ran over him once and smiled when he said nothing can kill you when you’re twenty.

Smoking a cigar, he waved it or looked at it then would start talking about hopping trains in Alberta. He would slide the train door closed then make a small fire to stay warm. Sometimes he saw Indians on trails in the Northwest Territory. The way he described things made it seem so real. 

Over time he became like a grandfather especially after my sister left for college. He would ask about school or life in general and sometimes I told him my problems. High school was hard and at times I felt I didn’t belong anywhere…in a way we were kindred spirits. One time he told me that even when you feel alone, God is always with you. 

He quoted poetry and loved Tennyson ….. “May there be no moaning at the bar when I ship out to sea.” He often quoted that line and now I understand it has to do with not grieving when someone dies but remembering the good life they had. Mr. Hardwick was a self reliant, proud man and didn’t want people to feel sorry for him.

Sometimes he read his own poetry and explained it to me as Bobo laid at his feet. He liked to talk about how certain simple habits help you live a good life and he explained that working in his yard gave him a reason to get up in the morning. I think it also helped him focus his mind away from bad thoughts.

Being private and reflective with no family and few friends he was often alone. His independence also isolated him; church people asked him to attend but he said his yard was his church and where he found God. I really respected this about him…he was an individualist who thought for himself.

 I stayed with Mr. Hardwick one time for a week. At night in his easy chair smoking a cigar he talked about meeting his wife and how they would talk. After they married she helped him as a photographer. He would nod, then wake up as his cigar burned his pants. Sometimes I put the cigar in the ashtray.

There was a real honesty about him I admired. All he wanted was to live his life on his own simple terms without having to pretend he was something else. He always talked to me like I was an intelligent person and he was someone that just wanted to be left alone to care for his azalea bushes which gave him some kind of peace. 

I sometimes wonder why we meet certain people in our lives. Could it be that there are a few people in everyone’s life that God brings to teach certain lessons and to help them? I think Mr. Hardwick was one of those special people in my life.

He came along right after my grandfather died when I was entering adolescence and provided the guidance and understanding I really needed. For that I will always think of him as my other grandfather.

The Young Republicans lessons learned

The Young Republicans

  • July 6, 2021June 2, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

What is the response when someone says young Republican? In today’s hyper driven corporate media world and from Hollywood it is always negative filled with untruths and stereotypes. Truth be told they live in a world where everybody has to think the same. I prefer to think for myself and i’m certainly not going to believe someone just because they have made a lot of movies.

Many people in high school thought the Young Republicans were squares. They were the squeaky clean kids that made straight A’s, never smoke or drank and always seemed so sure of themselves. They were always neatly dressed, had their homework ready on time and never ever made C’s. I was one of those kids that secretly liked them but was quiet whenever someone criticized them.

What did these kids that criticized them know anyway? They were adolescents living in a small town with very little critical thinking skills just copying whatever they heard from other people. They were insulated from reality and believed they knew more than adults. In an odd way it kind of sounds like corporate media and Hollywood.

I never picked sides. You could say I was neutral. It felt safer at the time but it was lonely and isolating. However I couldn’t hide the fact that I was conservative. I liked the Carpenters, wore hushpuppies, had a crush on Marie Osmond and sometimes listened to Johnny Cash and other country singers.

My older sister who had long blonde hair was one of the cooler kids. She was more socially aware of the wider world and at ease in public. She even smoked cigarettes now and then and one time skipped school spending a day in another town day tripping like the Beatles without the drugs. She also liked the louder rock music.

Still we were able to talk about a lot of things. We went to M.Y.F. (Methodist Youth Fellowship) I know you p.c. police are saying we were being brainwashed against our wills but what do you call what the mainstream media and much of Hollywood is doing?

M.Y.F. back in the mid to late sixties was really exciting. Besides pool parties we often had intelligent discussions. Our youth leader Miss. Wood was really great at asking open ended questions that guided us into thinking about a topic from different angles gradually leading us to examine the questions from a Christian perspective. I learned that faith can be rational and that there is an underlying meaning and order to life which i find reassuring.

It was really hard when my sister left for college in the Fall of 1969. I really missed her. Everything seemed to be happening at once with people screaming at each other at protests, riot burning cities, and Vietnam where guys a few years older were dying every day. Then you had Timothy Leary telling everyone to turn on, tune in and drop out. It was a difficult time to be young.

Suddenly baby boomers a few years older than me were going to save the world. A popular movie called “Wild in the Streets” had a twenty something president and detention camps for anyone over thirty where they were kept sedated on L.S.D. Most people probably laughed it off as just a movie but still those ideas were out there. Then some fifty odd years later Hillary Clinton talks about having to reprogram people with certain beliefs.

There were serious young people in the early sixties called the freedom riders who often gave up their lives for racial equality but then there were some who went to extremes and became very intolerant of those who disagreed with them basing everything purely on emotions. Case in point look at how many of the returning servicemen were treated. They were spit on and called baby killers.

I had no exalted opinion of myself and I still don’t. Like a lot of teenagers I was just confused and more interested in dates than trying to save the world. Who was I to tell people how to live when I was trying to find so many answers myself. Besides what was wrong with keeping some things the same and having stability?

Fast forward to today and those aging baby boomers are still trying to save the world and making it worse. Look at all the decaying cities run by Democrats and they have the gall to virtue signal that they are somehow morally superior.

Conservative baby boomers feel unheard and when we do express our ideas we’re accused of being out of touch by liberals. But how do they know our ideas are irrelevant when they won’t even listen to them and how does someone who doesn’t believe in absolutes become absolutely certain they are right? How convenient to label someone irrelevant or bigoted and not have to have an honest discussion.

But that scenario is played out all the time. When Donald Trump spoke about building a wall to keep out Mexicans the media left out key words and pushed the narrative he was a bigot. It was fake news. The Democrats were able to say Trump was a bigot so he is discredited and we don’t have to listen to him. They are able to hide the fact they want mass illegal migration to help them get elected. It’s the cancel culture in action.

It’s ironic that those who were for tolerance in the sixties are now the most elitist intolerant people you will ever meet. Look at colleges, they are the most undemocratic places in the country. Free speech, forget it. Don’t learn critical thinking skills just follow your professor who is one of those anointed baby boomers saving the world. And good luck getting a job with one of those meaningless degrees.

If being intolerant means thinking for yourself and ignoring the p. c. thought police, then I guess I am guilty. I don’t want to force people to think a certain way. I’m still the same guy who in the sixties was trying to make sense of things and live in peace. However, I do want the freedom to express my ideas and live by my values and I expect the same freedom for everyone else. The Bill of Rights guarantees those freedoms.

Having strong feelings and belief in God doesn’t necessarily mean I am going to take your rights away. If I deny you free speech what’s to stop someone else from denying me that freedom. So it’s in our mutual best interests to follow the Constitution. I think sincere religious people believe everyone deserves life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness within context of the rule of law laid out in the constitution.

Progressive Democrats want absolute power for the elite. All their talk about social justice is designed to create chaos and division. It is a smoke screen to try to keep people ignorant of their real intentions. Government is their God and their hearts are a cesspool of hatred and vile corruption. Instead of truth they want everyone dumb and apathetic so they can carry out their real agenda which is control by a few over many. Sounds like Communism.

Thinking back to the M.Y. F. that was the purest sense of democracy I have ever experienced. People weren’t being forced to believe a certain way. Miss: Wood was merely presenting what Methodists believed and helping young people find meaning and direction in life. No one was forced to attend. Isn’t that the essence of democracy……exploring ideas in a civil thoughtful manner?

In making decisions about meaning and direction in life don’t we make judgments about what are the best ideas or beliefs? That’s not being bigoted and intolerant that is just making wise decisions about life. Going one step further isn’t there an order to life and certain laws that make one set of actions preferable to another set of actions and can’t we say these absolutes help us solve problems?

Absolutes like hard work and living a good moral life lead to success and fulfillment as well as respecting elders and the wisdom passed on from them. We don’t need hope and change or whatever vague, deceptive ideas the progressive Democrats push to promote communism; we already have great conservative ideas that are time tested and work. That sounds like something a young republican would say. Maybe they were right after all.

 Sincerely,

An older thoughtful republican

historical

It started with a jar of peanut butter

  • November 11, 2019May 21, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

 

     What are you going to do with your life? That was a question I kept hearing from my parents and academic advisors my sophomore year in college as I tried to decide on a major. All the while in my mind I kept thinking I’m only 19…how am I supposed to know what I should do with my life?      

     It was the spring of 1974 and I was attending Mercer University in Macon, Georgia. The Vietnam War was winding down and the decade of the sixties had passed. Still in some ways the spirit of the sixties still lingered. The campus was buzzing with excitement over the upcoming visit of President Nixon and students were sleeping outside and playing guitars in protest. Speakers daily criticized Nixon and my sociology teacher was preaching the gospel of self actualization and trying to organize a commune in San Francisco.

     On a weekend trip home, I talked with my dad about school and career choices mentioning the commune which he wasn’t too keen about. I told him I was having trouble deciding and then he told me about how he got into education. But how do you decide at 19 I asked him and how do I know what I’m good at doing? He said I was intelligent and came from good stock so I should do fine. He then mentioned some of my ancestors. I drove back still confused.

     Back at Mercer the campus was going crazy. Television crews were interviewing students daily and protesters were everywhere. Secret Service men in dark suits were mingling with the crowds, listening and observing. Rumors were rampant about hidden listening devices and men with rifles on the roofs. The word around campus was to stay away from windows.

     Escaping the chaos on campus I retreated to my dorm room where I could think. My mother was a teacher and my dad a principal in our small town where I always felt like I was under their shadow. Here I was my own person and finally felt like I belonged somewhere. Now I felt like I was being pressured to decide how I would live in the future when all I wanted to do was learn how to live right now.

     The sun was going down and yellowish golden light was streaming through the window when i decided to get some peanut butter and bread at a nearby grocery store. Carrying the bag of groceries back to my room I had to climb over a large rope cordoning off the campus. A group of secret service agents stopped talking and stared at me as they instinctively reached for their guns but stopped midway. Shaken I got back to my room and remembered to stay away from the windows.

     Several days later, after giving his speech, President Nixon scurried down the back steps of the old stone chapel surrounded by secret service agents. In his haste he tried to climb into a black convertible but got stuck with one leg in the car and the other leg dangling on the outside. Someone pulled him the rest of the way into the car. Then the cars sped away down blocked off roads.

     After that I thought the campus would calm down but things got crazier. A tsunami of pent up emotions crashed over the campus and I jumped on the giant wave. It started when a girl from a nearby college drove topless through campus in a convertible. Then about twenty male students jogged naked on a public road that went around the campus.

      Several college administrators and policemen were having a heated discussion in front of the dorm when the joggers returned. Since they had been on a public road the police were arguing they should be arrested for indecent exposure. Somehow something was worked out so they wouldn’t be charged, but a few days later the mayor mentioned castrating any future streakers.

      The next week a bicycle streaker rode through campus almost every afternoon wearing a ski mask. A group of us would gather on a small hill above the sidewalk and cafeteria. Dennis who wore a green army jacket and somehow reminded me of John Denver was there as well as Mike who looked like Buddy Holly with reddish orange hair.

      We would be talking or smoking a legal substitute for marijuana that had the same smell when the bicycle streaker would come whizzing by on the sidewalk. A roar would come up from the crowd then sometimes a few more streakers would come by in the gathering twilight then we would go our separate ways.

       I think the whole country was having a meltdown from the turmoil and tension still lingering from the previous decade. The search for deeper meaning and utopia was suspended. Self-righteous world changing was exchanged for kids just wanting to be kids. A national catharsis was taking place as we symbolically shed all the angst of the sixties and streaked away from it. For me the sixties ended that Spring of 1974. I no longer felt I had to change the world.

      I literally ran away from the sixties when I streaked with a friend named Rob the next Saturday. We decided to run from the Art building to the street in front of the women’s dorm, a distance of about sixty yards. Dotting the gently sloping landscape were small trees that had just been planted. Another friend named George would be waiting in the getaway car.

           After hiding our clothes behind some bushes, we started running when a large black dog started running beside me. I started laughing so hard I couldn’t run while Rob was trying not to run into the small trees. Suddenly the street looked a mile away as a crowd of students started gathering with cameras by the steps leading to George’s car. Somehow, we made it and as I was going down the first step my ski mask fell off.

            Meanwhile an old security guard with thick glasses from the dorm across the street started running toward us to get George’s tag number. People in the crowd started calling out numbers to confuse him as I lunged down the steps and jumped into the car. A line of cars behind us were beeping their horns as we sped away with Rob and me in the back seat laughing.

            We sneaked back onto campus a few hours later amid wild rumors that the police had George’s license plate number and were in the process of tracking us down. I spent an anxious weekend but nothing ever happened. On Monday when I entered the cafeteria I was surprised when a large group stood up and started clapping. For a couple of hours, I felt like a celebrity then the bicycle streaker came back that evening. So much for my fifteen minutes of fame.

 After that Spring my dad decided Mercer was too expensive……… I guess the streaking didn’t help. That summer I spent a lot of time watching the Watergate hearings then that Fall I enrolled at the local community college. I really missed Mercer and it was especially hard at first………… it was the first place I ever felt like I belonged. I wrote to Dennis for a little while and even visited that Spring but it wasn’t the same. We had all moved on with our lives.

As far as the question of what am I going to do with the rest of my life is concerned I have come to believe for myself personally the better question is what do you feel like doing for the next few years? Why can’t a person have a series of mini careers especially now with it so easy to get training? But basically, I think it comes down to each individual.

The look of those secret service agents as I climbed over that rope with a jar of peanut butter is something I will never forget as well as that amazing Spring of 1974.

The Tangerine Hotel Uncategorized

The Tangerine Hotel

  • October 18, 2019June 21, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

 

 

The Tangerine Hotel was built in Brooksville, Florida in 1925 according to my sources. It was built in the Spanish Mission style of that period consisting of three sections. The middle was rectangular with three floors then jutting out from the ends toward Howell avenue were squarish sections two floors high with three windows on both floors facing the street. The bottom middle windows were canopied and all the sections were trimmed along the sides of the flat roofs by rust colored terra cotta tiles.

 

From the front to the street was a covered walkway with a flat roof also trimmed with reddish tiles and held up by two rows of large square stucco columns. Close to the street a rectangular sign on two narrow steel rods jutted up above the roof of the walkway. The background was a dark blue and in white letters it said Tangerine Hotel. Depending on the picture the hotel was either a white to light tangerine stucco or light brick with an adobe like texture.

 

An image from around 1931 seems to indicate an unscreened veranda spanning the front of the rectangular middle section. It is partially secluded by two columns of light adobe like brick and the front covered walkway. The front entrance was reached after crossing through the veranda.

 

Going in the front door you would first see the wide staircase as you stood in the lobby where wicker chairs were arranged for people to talk and floor lamps allowed them to read. To your left was the check in counter with a bell on the counter and overhead three evenly spaced lights spanned the lobby. Large for Brooksville it looked more average and functional than luxurious.

 

It was being planned and financed probably in “23” and “24” when the Florida land boom was at its height.  Rapidly rising real estate prices and easy credit could make someone a real quick profit. South Florida and Orlando were booming and it was spreading to other parts of central Florida. That may have been why the hotel was so large for Brooksville with a population less than 2,500 during this time.

 

Also, people had more money during the twenties to travel and the central gulf coast region had a lot to attract them. Anyone who wanted to travel down to Tampa or further south to Ft. Myers by highway had to go through Brooksville and the Tangerine Hotel was sitting next to Howell Avenue which started North of town as an offshoot of State road 5 (currently U. S. highway 41).

 

After making its way about a mile Howell Avenue started a gradual ascent up a long hill going past the Tangerine Hotel on the right and reaching the summit where on the left sits the brick courthouse in the middle of Brooksville then Howell intersected with State Road 5. Going left took you North to Georgia while right took you to Tampa and eventually to Ft. Myers. It was an ideal location for a hotel.

 

State road 5 started as State Road 2 at the Georgia border just south of Valdosta then became State road 5 west of Gainesville continuing south through Brooksville and Tampa ending at Ft. Myers. It was classified first class the entire route which probably meant it was paved. People from Georgia and nearby states could drive down into Florida however it would have been a long trip considering Model T’s might have reached top speeds of 40.

 

State Road 15 that went along the Gulf Coast originated at the Georgia border but it was mainly third-class with lots of detours onto other roads including State Road 5. After New Port Richey it was first-class all the way to St. Petersburg. People would probably have stayed on State Road 5 and driven through Brooksville. Also, a spur line of the Atlantic Coast Line railroad ran to Brooksville. The A.C.L. had connections all throughout the Northeast including New York City.

 

So, what would it have been like to stay at the Tangerine Hotel in the twenties?

 

This was the time before air conditioning in the South so Fall and Winter were the best times to visit Florida. The weather was generally mild with crisp dry days and colder nights with very few days when temperatures dropped in the thirties. Like other larger buildings of that time it was probably heated by large boilers that piped heat into waist high, silver accordion radiators in the rooms. This would have kept residents comfortable.

 

Spring could be nice but unpredictable and Summers were brutal especially in August with temperatures often in the mid-nineties with lots of humidity. Mornings and late afternoon would have been cooler but it would have been at least in the nineties other times of the day with high humidity. Thunderstorms especially at night would have had a nice cooling effect with strong winds and guests would have kept their windows open as long as possible. Also, at night cooler winds sometimes blew off the Gulf creating fog while giving relief from the stagnant heat.

 

In their rooms, guests would sit in front of a fan near an open window and on especially hot days or nights they might have placed a large block of ice in front of the fan to give an extra cooling effect. Buying a window fan might have made sense for those staying longer to visit with family and grand kids out of school. Also taking a cool lingering bath with water up to your armpits would have been refreshing while listening to music on the radio.

 

The veranda and covered walkway would have been a popular spot any time of year. In summer guests would have enjoyed sitting and sipping tall glasses of ice tea while playing cards or checkers or maybe just listening to the radio. As twilight descended maybe they talked into the night as lightning bugs flickered around the flowering plants hanging from the walkway. On many of those sweltering nights some may have slept out there on cots under mosquito nets.

 

In the Fall and Winter, they may have sat under the veranda enjoying the cool, dry air and maybe a Christmas or Homecoming parade. Possibly they had breakfast and enjoying a steaming cup of coffee leaned back in their chair eyeing the royal palms and the huge twisting oak trees along Howell avenue. Perhaps a group sat out there cheering every home run and strike as they listened to the World Series. Sometimes they may have taken their chairs and sat in the yard enjoying the warm soothing sun.

 

Spring would have been especially nice with azaleas blooming pink and dogwood trees clothed in white all over Brooksville. A walk down one of the nearby brick streets canopied by centuries old twisting oak branches would have been a nice way to observe all the different colors.

 

Those less energetic could have sipped ice tea under the walkway looking across the street at nineteenth century homes with first and second floor screened porches. In front of the houses was multi-colored flowering foliage and maybe a tall, skinny century palm tree and it’s shorter, stouter cousin the royal palm.

 

Baseball was big during this time and many towns had their own baseball teams in addition to the local high school. They may have had informal Sunday afternoon games at the high school ball park between the older townies and the high schoolers. Residents at the Hotel could have easily walked or rode to one of these games where enterprising locals might be selling peanuts and coca cola.

 

Also, hotel residents could walk the short block to town and maybe have a hot dog sandwich (two grilled hot dogs split length wise laying flat on two pieces of bread) and a cherry coke at Bacon’s Drugstore while sitting on round chrome stools in front of the soda fountain. They may have gone to one of the café’s around the courthouse and overheard conversations about a trial taking place across the street.

 

Crossing the street, they might have engaged someone in a conversation about sports or local fishing stories while standing under the massive oak tree in front of the courthouse. At night you could go see a silent film at the Dixie theater slightly down the hill from the square then walk back to the hotel in the moonlight.

 

Beautiful scenery and interesting places were within short driving distance. State road 34, designated first class, ran southeast out of Brooksville through the heart of Florida’s central ridge country. Chugging up a steep hill in a Model T you could smell the sweet, white orange blossoms and reaching the top you could see orange groves stretching off into the distance. Reaching the tiny town of Spring Lake, you could go cane pole fishing or have a picnic under an oak tree. You could do all this and be back to the hotel by night fall.

 

Aripeka and Bayport, tiny fishing villages on the Gulf, were within driving distance. Aripeka, about 15 miles Southwest of Brooksville could be reached by taking State Road 15 which also continued on to St. Petersburg. The 1926 state map did not show any roads going to Bayport but it’s very probable there was a county road.

 

The road was probably graded limestone then after crossing State Road 15 it probably became sand entering the coastal lowlands with sandy flat land, marshes and lots of palmetto and palm trees. It might have taken almost a day to reach Bayport depending on road conditions and prudent travelers would have brought along a shovel and some boards in case they got stuck as well as food, water and a gun. There was always the possibility they might have to sleep in their car overnight.

 

Coming out of the marshland a few weathered gray, clapboard houses on concrete blocks might have appeared. Their roofs might have been orange from the rusting tin. Then a general store with metal signs in front advertising R.C. Cola, camel cigarettes and Wonder Bread might have stood along the narrow sandy road. The Bayport Hotel might have appeared with a broad front porch and people rocking. A short distance down the road several Model T’s may have been parked by a wooden dock where a pelican and some sea gulls perched on the pilings.

 

There was a bait store nearby where you could rent a small boat and possibly find a guide to take you out further in a larger boat. Local people might have been standing around swapping stories about old hernando county and you might have stopped to listen and ask about the fishing as you drank a bottle of coca cola.

 

Tourists would have gotten rooms at the Hotel described by a visitor as a very satisfactory place to stay with fine food which probably included a lot of fresh fish. They might have gone back the next day or stayed a few days to fish and go out on the Gulf. Also, they might have swam in the warm salty water and sun bathed.

 

The tourists could have joined other people on the dock fishing…ladies in large sun hats and men wearing skippers and long white shirts with dark gray pants held up by suspenders. Other people may have been getting into small wooden boats with primitive motors to troll along the coast for mackerel, sea trout and other fish. A larger boat with a guide may have been by the dock to take people further out in the Gulf for bigger fish.

 

After getting back to Brooksville a train ride to Tampa might have been something to do.

The walk to the train station would have been very enjoyable. After passing through town you would have walked down South Brooksville Avenue. The street is red brick and goes about three blocks down about a twenty-degree grade.

 

Huge old oak trees with moss hanging from massive twisting limbs created a canopy down the length of the road creating nice shade as you walked on the sidewalk past large two-story frame houses fronted with large columns and large porches. At the bottom of the hill you took a right then a little ways down the street on the left was the train station.

 

Two different trains took you to Tampa. You could take a feeder line out of Brooksville about ten miles due east to a little town called Croom. There you caught a train on the main line of the Atlantic Coast Line which took you into Tampa from the Northeast. It was a longer route which would have taken you through Dade City, Zephyrhills and Plant City. Also, an offshoot of that track took you to St. Petersburg where Babe Ruth and the Yankees had spring training.

 

The other train to Tampa was the Seaboard Air Line. It was a shorter route of about forty- five miles. Leaving in the morning you could return that evening. After buying your round trip ticket in the station for between sixty and seventy cents you could perhaps buy a coca cola and peanuts. Then you could wait on a bench under the covered platform for your train.

 

You would arrive in the Northeast side of Tampa at Union Station which was right next to Nebraska Avenue. Photographs from that time show lots of street trolleys and cars so it would have been easy to get around the city. Perhaps someone wanted to do some shopping and eat somewhere nice like the Columbia restaurant. There were also theaters showing silent movies or maybe someone just wanted to wander around seeing the sights. Then that afternoon they could have caught a train and been back to Brooksville by evening.

 

As their vacation was winding down maybe they wanted to go over to Bayport one last time and see the sunset over the shimmering Gulf waters or just have one more hot dog sandwich at Bacon’s Drugstore and talk to some new friends. Then that night maybe they listened to some radio shows while taking a nice refreshing bath. After that perhaps they decided to sleep outside on the veranda one last time watching lightning bugs as they drifted off to sleep.

 

Maybe there were two grandparents from Valdosta who had driven down to spend part of the summer with grand kids. Getting up early they may have walked to the courthouse square and had a large breakfast and coffee at one of the cafes. Then after hugs and kisses the grandkids and parents waved as the Model T chugged out onto Howell Avenue headed North to State Road 5 and home. They would probably get home sometime late that night.

 

Then there were the many people just passing through and just stayed one night at the Tangerine Hotel. Maybe they sat out on the veranda a short while smoking to relax before going to bed. The next day they drove past the courthouse then took a right on State road 5 to Tampa and their ultimate destination Ft. Myers where they had plans to stay several weeks in a cottage by the Gulf.

 

There might have been a man who worked for an investment bank out of New York City. He had been staying at the Tangerine Hotel some while exploring the Gulf Coast for possible investment opportunities. He spent his last night listening to his Yankees beat the Pirates at Yankee stadium then got up early had breakfast at Bacon’s Drugstore then in the dark walked the three blocks to the train station.

 

He sat for a little while as the sun came up and the first rays of light shone on the platform. A smile came to his face as he remembered shaking Babe Ruth’s hand and the Babe autographing his baseball. He had watched the other Yankee greats as they scrimmaged in St. Petersburg. A train whistle startled him out of his daydream and a few minutes later he boarded the train. About two days later he arrived in New York City.

 

After getting back home, they all talked about their time in Florida and perhaps they remembered the Tangerine Hotel.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Favorite car memories

  • October 18, 2019June 11, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

During my growing up years in the late 50’s and 60’s cars had a lot of different body shapes and sizes. They ranged from the extravagant style of the ’59 Oldsmobile 98, which looked something like a rocket, to the simple, utilitarian style of the 60’s and 70’s Volkswagen Beetles.

Lights came in all kinds of shapes, sizes and arrangements. There were single round headlights like on the early 60’s Falcons and Mustangs and double headlights as on the ’58 Chevy and ’65 Thunderbird. Pontiac liked to place headlights vertically in a row of two as in the early 60’s Bonneville and the late 60’s classic GTO. Chrysler experimented with double headlights arrange diagonally. Headlights and body shapes were so distinctive I could name the make and model as cars drove by us.

Tail lights were elliptical shaped in the 1959 Chevy and two large, gently pointed red globes in the ’57 classic Thunderbird. On the larger Cadillacs of the early sixties smaller round red lights on the ends of enormous rear tail fins looked like the rear lights of a large jet airliner. The rear lights on the tail fin of the enormous Oldsmobile 98 when lit up red looked like the tail exhaust of a rocket. Then there were cars like the 60 Chevy station wagon that had three smaller tail lights on each side of the rear. The 65’ Thunderbird had rear turn signals that lit up sequentially.

Cars came in a variety of colors then there were different two-tone arrangements like blue and white. Then you had the chrome bumpers and on the really big cars they had posts that jutted out and were placed symmetrically on both sides of the front. The bumpers contoured nicely next to the car body accentuating its shape. Large white sidewall tires really added to the beauty especially on the larger luxury cars like the Lincoln Continental.

To me the older cars were like works of art. I remember afternoons as a boy sitting on our front steps admiring the workmanship and beauty of my parent’s two cars. Now that I’m older I cherish the memories that come back when I think of some of those cars. These were some of my favorite cars.

1959 Oldsmobile 98

With a 394 cubic inch Rocket V8 engine this Oldsmobile was 4 cubic inches larger than Cadillac that year. It’s Hydra Matic transmission set a standard in the industry and created a quote silky smooth ride. I remember it felt like you were riding on air even going over railroad tracks. As a side note the transmission fluid was part whale oil.

A factory brochure says the following: “This sleek new beauty makes a complete break with the past, setting the pace for a new styling cycle. It’s lean, clean lines are the essence of Oldsmobile’s “linear look” for ’59. It goes on to say this about the rear fins: “The gracefully sculptured twin booms, accented by thin blades, sweep along the entire body to give the car a look of fleetness even while standing still.”

I just know that as a nine-year-old kid the car looked massive. It seemed like on trips we were taking our whole living room with us. Those soft white vinyl seats seemed as large as couches and the fold down arm rest in the back seat served nicely as a table when playing cards with my sister. It had air conditioning which only someone who grew up without can really appreciate and the front hood seemed to stretch all the way into the next county which made it really great to sit on when at the Drive In watching a movie.

It was the first car we had with electric windows with a panel of switches on the driver’s door controlling all the windows. Having long arms, I could reach over and control my sister’s window. It was fun catching her arm or hair in the window or opening it suddenly and seeing her hair flying in all directions. It was the look on her face that I enjoyed the most.  

Everything about the car embodied the American Dream. It was about feeling financially secure and prosperous. The car shouted out we have arrived and doing quite well. The massive size, sleek design and luxury spoke proudly of American Exceptionalism; number one in car production and a free market land of dreamers and doers that were going to win the space race against the U.S.S.R. It was an incredible car.

’58 Chevy Brookwood Station Wagon

With a six-cylinder, 136 horsepower 235.5 cubic inch engine it could reach a top speed of 91 m.p.h. and got about fifteen miles to the gallon.  It was more of a practical family car / work wagon. The guy who works for the city maintenance department who has a son studying engineering at the University of Florida owns this wagon. It says I’m upwardly mobile but I have to do without a luxury car with air conditioning and I have to crank my windows instead of pushing a button.

I remember vacations in August when I was thinking of the Motel swimming pool two hours into the trip. All you could do was crank down the windows and open the passenger side air vent. Basically, all you were doing was allowing hot air to blast into the car………kind of like a sauna on wheels. Praying for rain all you could do was sweat until you stopped at a nice cool restaurant for lunch. If it did rain, little silver awnings over the windows helped keep water from getting into the car.

This is the car I really enjoyed with its unique shapes and lines and how they all came together. Thin blades swept back from the center of the single front headlights gradually flattening out before reaching the side of the windshield. The body paint was kind of an olive-green shade that seemed to subtlety change with the light. Then on the front sides just behind the headlights was a row of small silver rectangular ornaments resembling exhaust ports of souped up engines.

Along both back sides flowed this turned down kind of fin that roughly resembled love handles and culminated at the back by bulging slightly outward as it went down and inward. The single round red tail lights looked similar to a human eye with the bulge at the back kind of looking like eye brows. Some people called them tear drop lights which is a good description. I thought they were really unusual and interesting looking.

My main memories were riding with my dad with the windows down in the summer as we went to the hardware store to pick up supplies for some new home project he was starting. Another memory was stuffing my face with double chocolate fudge cookies as we rode up to a Florida Gator football game.

‘60 Chevy Brookwood Station Wagon

This was a bigger built Wagon than the ’58 having a more powerful V8 engine but I didn’t find the body design nearly as interesting as the ’58. However, it did have an air conditioner installed by a previous owner. Rounded and rectangular it hung like a window unit under the dash pointed at the middle of the front seat. It put out cool, dry air and that’s all that mattered.

One of the great things about those old station wagons was the pop-up seat in the rear cargo area that allowed kids to be in their own world as the road stretched out behind them. We could cut up doing farting sounds with our armpits, make faces at people in cars behind us and get an occasional trucker to blow his horn. It was kid heaven. Meanwhile the parents could have adult conversations about mortgages and getting rid of crab grass while listening to whatever they wanted to on the radio which usually was a choice between two or three stations and static.

Two things come to mind when I see a ‘60 Chevy Brookwood Station Wagon. The first thing is my dad smoking a cigar as we drove around town. I can close my eyes and smell the smoke and somehow, I find that reassuring. The other is the hole we had in the back-seat floor. I can’t remember if it was the ’58 or the ’60 but I know we were able to see the pavement below.

Someone in a moment of stupidity thought of poking curtain rods through the hole to drag on the flying pavement. I don’t know what we got out of that except to see the sparks fly. Also, I hate to say the hole served as a convenient way to get rid of trash. If my parents only knew what we were doing in the back seat.

’65 Ford Thunderbird

My dad kept a mid-60’s Thunderbird for someone for about a week when I was about ten. I remember it had the bulkier, more muscular body of that period. It had double front headlights and the distinctive rear with a row of three red round lights on each side that lit up sequentially on the ’65 model when making a turn. Under the hood it had a 390 cubic inch four-barrel carburetor V8 engine and in the rear dual exhaust.  This car could really fly. In fact, my dad maxed it out a few times.

This Thunderbird was called pastel yellow with a black interior and had white side wall tires. After riding around some with my dad we stopped at a place like an A&W Drive-In and while we sat waiting for our food I remember looking around at the car.

The black bucket seats were luxurious. Shiny and smelling of leather they were very comfortable as you seemed to sink in them as they wrapped around. The dashboard looked like shiny cedar wood and on the driver’s side it wrapped around you like the cockpit of a fighter jet.

Then when he started it up it had the most amazing sound. It was a low rumbling sound as the car gently shook while at the same time it somehow reminded you of the deep purring of a big cat like a tiger. Pressing on the accelerator it seemed to rumble inside you. I’ve never heard another car sound that way.

‘60’s and ‘70’s Volkswagen Beetles

The 65’ V. W. Beetle had a 4 cylinder 40 horse power engine with a top speed of 78 miles per hour with a stiff wind at your back going down a hill. In other words, they were just plain slow including the 70’s Beetles. However, they were very

economical getting around thirty miles to the gallon which was great for a college student surviving on macaroni and cheese and an occasional care package from home.

My dad bought my sister a red V. W. Beetle which was about a ’65 model. She was going to the University of Florida eating a lot of Ramen noodles and needed cheap reliable transportation to get around school and also for when she came home for Christmas and occasionally on weekends.

I really looked forward to her visits when she talked about college life and sometimes got to drive her car. Her boyfriend had installed an eight-track tape player with an impressive wrap around speaker sound system. Listening to Van Morrison’s Brown Eyed Girl for the first time in that car was an amazing experience as I felt the soft bass and heard every note and word of that song.

Driving around with friends listening to the music I felt like I was different. Somehow, I felt a part of the larger world outside of my small town with the music in some mystical way connecting to the energy and ideas happening in Gainesville and the rest of the world. Being in that car I was more enlightened and special setting me apart from other teenagers. We had these important discussions about life and politics while the rest were running around following everyone else being mindless teenagers.

The body style which kind of resembles a turtle shell is itself a metaphor for this time. We had gone through all the changes of the sixties and Vietnam leaving at least some of us disoriented. Getting into a V.W. was symbolically like returning to the womb or going into your own shell where you could escape for a while. Everything we had been taught to believe was being questioned and it was nice to have time to figure out things and find meaning.

The simplicity of its design spoke of protecting mother earth, simple living in harmony with nature and to some of communes and a counter culture. It was the baby boomer’s rebellion against what some thought was the dehumanization of society by excessive materialism. To some it was the beginning of the drift into socialism and the V.W. Beetle was a statement against the Ugly American capitalism exhibited in the ’59 Oldsmobile 98. It was the ultimate Hippie car.

I also think about those relatively care free days when I was in my late teens. Being young the world had so many more possibilities; I was at the beginning of my life and good things were just around the corner like meeting that special girl and living happily ever after. I also remember the terrible anxiety I felt the night before I went away to college.

That red V.W. also brings back other images. I think of Carole King singing I feel the earth move under my feet and girls in mini skits walking down high school hallways or riding around Gainesville one night talking about life with my sister. I think of my first semester at college lying in my dorm room listening to James Taylor sing You’ve got a Friend and trying to deal with loneliness and all the changes. You feel life so much more at that age.

Ten years later in my late twenties I had a V.W. when I lived in Orlando. It was lime green, had a black sun roof that slid back and had a large dent in the driver’s door. I was working as a lifeguard/swim instructor at a local Y.M.C.A. and living in a boarding house. I had to really watch my money and the V.W. was very economical.

I could fill up the tank for eight dollars and it would last me for at least a month. Whenever I started getting passed by ten speed bikes, I knew it was time for a tune up which I could do myself for around fifteen dollars. Also, I was able to replace the generator myself with the help of a Chilton book on V.W.’s which I was very proud of and the very day I finished the job I almost ran over the hedge around the I.H.O.P. on Colonial Avenue. I popped the clutch in first gear and with the added power of the generator I did a wheelie.

The sun roof was great. Going down one of the brick streets hearing the low humming of the tires you could feel the soothing light filtering through the massive oak limbs above the road. It was also fun when the passenger stood up in the opening and felt the wind in their face. On dates the moon shone down while you were talking or you could go to the private airport and watch planes flying over………. It was very romantic.

Other things I associate with that car are talking late into the night with friends then waking in the early afternoon with the sun on your face. Also, great walks down brick streets in the waning afternoon light feeling really peaceful as I looked at the old homes and the light sparkling on the lakes. Then there was the health food store that had really great bread made completely from scratch with whole grain. It was a meal in itself and with Deaf Smith peanut butter it was sumptuous. Many other memories come back.

I remember talking to a good friend of mine about emotional memories. They are the feelings you get from the rose-tinted afterglow of an autumn sunset, or a certain smell or song that comes on the radio. I think cars are like that. They are more than just steel screwed together they are a part of the times of our lives.

What do you think?

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Three weeks in the Philippines

  • June 10, 2019June 17, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

 

     Large green lizards with their small mouths moving were lined up ready to grab any food that fell from his plate. The bravest lizards were almost touching the plate when he swatted them away with the back of his hand.

     Three days ago, I was sitting in my air-conditioned office in Florida and now I was eating with a Filipino family in Manila. Dark eyed children stared at me from behind furniture and scrutinized every movement I made. On the table in front of me a pack of the largest lizards I had ever seen were lined up waiting to scurry for any food that fell on the table from the people eating.

     I was staying with the Arcega family as a guest of their daughter Precila who was a pen pal.

For three weeks I would live as they did which meant no air-conditioning, no screened windows and no hot showers. My small dark room had a bamboo bed covered by a thin mattress and a small fan blew across the bed to keep away mosquitoes. Cold water from a bucket in a small shack was my shower while a cold-eyed albino lizard watched.

     The Arcega family home was raised above the other single room structures which surrounded it and made up the Arcega compound. Below the home was a partially enclosed dirt packed area where canopies swung from the roof above. A narrow stone archway partially shaded by a banana tree opened into the narrow alley in front of the house and open sewer ditches drained into sewers that lined the alley. Smoke from burning trash saturated the air and burned my throat.

     Brothers, sisters, in-laws, friends and grandchildren lived in the crowded compound. In the Arcega home people slept in any available space often sleeping on the kitchen table. Meals were eaten in shifts with the last to eat getting less. A family of four lived in a single room below the house and it was divided into eating, living and sleeping sections by curtains with a single hot plate for cooking.  

     It was a tough day by day existence. Those who worked suffered endless days of tedious boredom at repetitive low paying factory jobs. Those left at home were up before the sun cleaning the open sewers or washing clothes by hand. Water was fetched from the community pump and food was bought daily since they had no refrigeration. Having little time to relax they always took time to talk with one another and make light of their situation.

     Several times I left the compound with Precila and her sister Lilly. Walking down the alley past vendors pushing carts selling fresh pineapples we would come to the main road where a cacophony of sounds wrapped around us. Jeepneys which were military jeeps converted to taxis prowled the streets looking for passengers. The back was covered and two small wooden benches were for the passengers.

       They were in different bright colors with lots of chrome and prominent silver hood ornaments. Finding an empty one we jumped in the covered back and scrunch down on the wooden benches. Large silver crosses hung from the rearview mirror and on the dashboard were prayers to patron Saints. After driving about a mile, we transferred to another jeepney and eventually got to our destination.

     Manilla was a blend of extreme contrast and unusual sites where people lived in cardboard boxes minutes from modern shopping malls. People hung on the outside of leaning buses lurching under sleek silver monorails and a piano bar in a McDonald’s downtown was directly across the street from a bank with machine guns in front. Rich sophisticated people got out of limousines next to farmers eating nearly hatched ducks they washed down with rice wine.

     After wandering around Manilla for several days we decided to see Baguio City which is called the summer capital of the Philippines. Before air conditioning government was conducted because being in the mountains it has much cooler weather. The first four hours we rode past flat land with lots of banana groves guard and rice fields being plowed by water buffalo. The last hour was almost straight up a winding narrow road with no guard rails. Finally, at the top Baguio City with governmental buildings, curiosity shops and open-air restaurants.

       Sitting outside a Filipino restaurant I watched people strolling by leisurely listening to the Asian and European dialects. The leisurely pace and fall like air gave Baguio City a light holiday feeling. We walked around past the many shops and international restaurants with tantalizing aromas of different foods filling the air as we explored the town. Going past a small park I saw a saw a small dark- skinned man standing on one leg under a tree. He was a native Filipino called an Igoriat.

     Later we took a taxi to a large open-air market where on wooden tables under canopies were fruit and vegetables colored deep purples, bright oranges, yellows and many other tones. People of all skin colors and manner of dress were there along with Igoriats barely five feet tall selling beautiful wooden carvings. I bought a life size eagle in stained black and several smaller painted carvings of ducks.

That evening the temperature turned brisk and fog enshrouded the city as we walked past small white stucco buildings with red terra cotta roofs. After walking down several streets we came to a large park with a manmade lake in the center. Lanterns around the lake made golden sparkles in the water while small row boats glided through the light fog making the scene look like an impressionistic painting. It was magical.

            Back in Manila a few days later Precila, Jojo, her brother, Parley and myself walked about a mile past small squatter hutches and large banana trees to a complex of underground bomb shelters used by Japanese and American soldiers during World War II. Stomping down the steep narrow concrete staircase I could see one single burning light bulb above the entrance to the dark subterranean shelter. It gave me the willies going down those steps……I can’t imagine what it must have been like during the war.

             We stayed in Manila for several days as a typhoon came by the island making a lot of rain and some wind. After it passed, we decided to see Matabungay Beach in spite of warnings about the NPA robbing tour buses and even kidnapping foreigners. They were a small guerilla type army that lived in the provinces and opposed the current government. Lily and Jojo came along for added protection.

 After several hours in an old school bus that speeded around curves without guard rails and made frequent stops to pick up people carrying goats, chickens and produce we were dropped off on a desolate macadam road. A small grove of banana trees was just up the road and in front of us a sand dune then the beach. After climbing over the dune, a young Filipino boy selling souvenirs came up to us.

           We rented a bamboo raft anchored in shallow water and partially covered by a canopy of bamboo and palmetto leaves. A charcoal grill was on the ocean side in front of a wooden bench where we talked while waves broke continuously lifting us up and down while a cool breeze blew in from the South China Sea. The young Filipino who greeted us on the beach was still with us so we asked him to get some food we could cook.

            Meanwhile we jumped in the water which was comfortably warm like being in a bath tub. While everyone talked, I swam under the water which was so clear though I had no mask I could see perfectly the hard, flat, sandy bottom. Swimming around collecting interesting rocks and enjoying the relaxing water I kept thinking to myself in amazement that I was actually swimming in the South China sea. A few weeks ago, I was in my trailer in Florida. It was surreal.

 I got out when I saw the young kid coming down the beach with some food. They were the largest shrimp I had ever seen being about the diameter of a large man’s thumb and about eight inches long. We lit up the charcoal grill and boiled them as we edged toward twilight. About twenty minutes later as we ate the sun touched the ocean creating bright streaks of red and gold in the sky. We listened to the lapping waves while the first stars appeared then came to shore as it got too dark to see. Another magical moment.

A few days later I left for Florida. My first stop was Seoul where I remember running through the airport to catch a plane. Then over the Pacific around two a.m. some guy tells me about a plane catching on fire in the middle of the Ocean. I tried to sleep but kept thinking about burning airplanes as we reached Washington state as the sun was just rising. That was really beautiful. Tampa was dark when we landed then the first thing I did was get a big Wendy’s hamburger. I lost several pounds while I was over there.

     Several days later I was at work looking at the picture we took of the sunset at Matabungay beach.  Priscila, her sister Lily and I were on the raft and behind us was that beautiful yellow and gold streaked sky. It felt strange to think that just a few days ago I was there swimming in the South China sea. I don’t know if anyone else has ever experienced this but for a few days it felt like I was still somehow there.

            About a week later there was a coup attempt in the Philippines and many of the places the newspaper said they were fighting I had been two weeks earlier. I remembered the machine guns in front of the building across from the McDonalds in Manila and wondered where I would be if I had gone to the Philippines two weeks later. It was a strange feeling.

Still it was a beautiful and amazing place.

lessons learned

My friend Tony

  • May 30, 2019June 17, 2022
  • by W.W. Hutto

 

     Break on through, break on through to the other side was playing on the radio and wrapping us in our own private world. Tony forced his tight twisting neck to turn his head to the right so I could give him a spoon of apple sauce as he closed his tired eyes. The cerebral palsy was causing his muscles to tighten. It was Friday afternoon.

     Normally we ate in the school cafeteria but today he wanted to eat in the physical therapy room where we could be alone. His twisting, pulling neck was forcing his head to lean further to the right. “How you doing Buddy?” Tony said in a tired voice. I’m okay I said as Tony slowly moved his arm and pointed a curling forefinger at the chocolate cake. I broke off a small bite and placed it in his mouth.

   We sat quietly listening to the music. Tony didn’t say it but I knew he was worried about his surgery tomorrow. Surgeons were going to cut his neck muscles to relieve the constant pulling. Tony told me it was a routine surgery but something was telling me it was very serious.

     That Sunday walking across the parking lot to the hospital I tried to convince myself everything was okay but when I saw Tony’s dad in the lobby it was obvious something was wrong. Color had drained from his face and black circles were under his blood shot eyes, “He’s dead”, he said in a worn-out voice. “Tony’s dead.”

     My legs felt weak and everything seemed out of focus. I couldn’t believe it. We had been together Friday and now he was dead. It must be mistake I told myself as I walked across the hospital lobby to the door.

 A skinny palm tree leaned against a gentle spring breeze as I slowly walked across the parking lot in a daze. On the way home I passed lakes and azaleas in their pink bloom. It was beautiful in Orlando in the spring but all I could think about were the last seven months I had spent with Tony.

     I had been hired as a teacher’s aide by Evans High School in August, 1983 and was assigned to a special handicapped unit in a separate building from the high school. The handicapped students met in this building in the morning for homeroom then left to attend classes with the other students.

 During the day they came back to the unit for academic help and physical therapy and also classes. My job was to assist a student named Tony, who had cerebral palsy, with his daily activities.

     I was nervous the first day of school as the lift slowly brought Tony and his wheelchair down from the bus. My first impression was how large the wheelchair was and how small Tony looked. I was wondering if I was in over my head. He looked so fragile and his head was twisted to the side as the lift brought him down to the pavement.

My fear was that he would be very quiet and all I would become was just an extension of the wheelchair. I went over to help him up the incline to the sidewalk and he jerked up in his chair, smiled and we started talking. That first day I walked beside him as he stiffly pushed the directional stick to maneuver the wheelchair among all the rushing students.

He bumped into several students and apologized as we searched for his first period class. We got there about five minutes late and all eyes were on us as we backed up the wheelchair several times as students slid their desks around so we could get through. Finally, we were able to find a place where Tony could see the teacher.

Tony was introduced and the teacher asked him some questions and Tony in his unflappable way jerked up a little in his chair, smiled, and answered. It was amazing how he put everyone at ease and suddenly I felt real comfortable working with him. From that moment things just clicked and we had a remarkable chemistry between us. 

     This was necessary since I spent the entire day with him. I walked beside him to classes, fed him at lunch, helped him with his homework, bath roomed him and several times a week assisted the physical therapist with stretching exercises on Tony. Woven into everything we did was his sense of humor and enthusiasm.

            A lot of people put on masks in public but Tony was as honest and open as anyone I have ever known. He had a childlike innocence that saw the good in everyone and even when he was tired and his muscles were pulling, he always did or said something to brighten the day.

            Maybe he knew his time was running out…I don’t know but he really squeezed every bit of life out of every moment. He had a real joy for life. Sometimes when I was cleaning him, we would start play acting a scene from a movie Tony was planning on making.

            One of the characters I played was a Russian interrogating Tony who was an American spy. Adopting an accent, I would start asking questions but inevitably Tony would start laughing and the teacher would tell us we were taking too long. Another time I did a Frankenstein impersonation for Tony but the principal walked into the room…….  not good.

     One of my favorite times was in the morning before school started. As soon as he saw me his arms would flail up over his head while he pushed himself up higher in his chair. It looked like he was about to fly. He would smile and a look of pure joy would come over his face.

 We would start talking and several other kids would be drawn in by his contagious laugh. Usually Tony talked about his favorite T.V. show, the A Team, which had inspired him to make a similar movie. We would discuss different story plots and often laugh at some of our most outrageous ideas until the bell rang and we went to homeroom.

             That Fall Tony went to his first high school football game with some of the other handicapped kids. You would have thought it was the Super Bowl the way everyone was so excited the week before. Then on Friday, Tony talked all day about the game.

 That night Tony and his classmates went to the game and I watched him push up in his chair and flail his arms every time a roar went up from the crowd. He yelled out defense, defense with the rest of the crowd and stiffly shook a pom pom at the night sky. That night I saw what it really means to live in the moment.

            Tony’s favorite class was aviation which got into some of the technical aspects of flying including terms related to aerodynamics and also discussed some of the different types of airplanes. It was taught by a real nice man named Mr. Johnson who had been in the military and had lots of stories related to flying he told the class.

            Tony’s favorite story was about how early pilots flew before a lot of the modern instrumentation. They would actually use how long it took to smoke a cigar to gauge how far they had gone so that a pilot might sometimes smoke two cigars before he got to his destination. Tony would stay after class every day talking to Mr. Johnson.

 Knowing Tony’s love of planes, Mr. Johnson arranged for Tony to fly in a small prop plane and for several weeks that’s all Tony could talk about. Then on the day of the flight he came out of the bus onto the lift wearing an old leather aviator’s cap. I said hello and he broke out into a huge smile and pushed up so hard I thought he was going to come out of his chair.

 Later that day everyone in the handicapped unit went outside and watched Tony as he soared overhead in an airplane. The next day he was still soaring as he talked all day about his flight.

             At some point I stopped thinking of him being in a wheel chair or handicapped.  I just saw a warm, intelligent human being with hopes and dreams who wanted to go out on dates and have a car like every teenager. I’m sorry people just saw the wheelchair and never saw him because he was truly a wonderful person.

   A few nights after his funeral I was in bed when in a half-asleep state, I heard a wheelchair in my bedroom. A golden glow was all around and Tony said he wanted to tell me something but someone else was telling him he had to leave. The wheelchair turned around and gradually the sound disappeared.

 Maybe someday I’ll find out what he wanted to tell me. My friend Tony.

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